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A Christian at 33, a priest at 36, a bishop at 41: many people are
familiar with the biographical sketch of Augustine of Hippo, sinner turned
saint. But really to get to know the man is a rewarding experience.
There quickly surfaces the intensity with
which he lived his life, whether his path led away from or toward God. The
tears of his mother, the instructions of Ambrose and, most of all, God himself
speaking to him in the Scriptures redirected Augustine’s love of life to a life
of love.
Having been so deeply immersed in
creature-pride of life in his early days and having drunk deeply of its bitter
dregs, it is not surprising that Augustine should have turned, with a holy
fierceness, against the many demon-thrusts rampant in his day. His times were
truly decadent—politically, socially, morally. He was both feared and loved,
like the Master. The perennial criticism leveled against him: a fundamental
rigorism.
In his day, he providentially fulfilled
the office of prophet. Like Jeremiah and other greats, he was hard-pressed but
could not keep quiet. “I say to myself, I will not mention him,/I will speak in
his name no more./But then it becomes like fire burning in my heart,/imprisoned
in my bones;/I grow weary holding it in,/I cannot endure it” (Jeremiah 20:9).
Augustine is still acclaimed and condemned in our day. He is a
prophet for today, trumpeting the need to scrap escapisms and stand
face-to-face with personal responsibility and dignity.
“Too late have I loved you, O Beauty of
ancient days, yet ever new! Too late I loved you! And behold, you were within,
and I abroad, and there I searched for you; I was deformed, plunging amid those
fair forms, which you had made. You were with me, but I was not with you.
Things held me far from you—things which, if they were not in you, were not at
all. You called, and shouted, and burst my deafness. You flashed and shone, and
scattered my blindness. You breathed odors and I drew in breath—and I pant for
you. I tasted, and I hunger and thirst. You touched me, and I burned for your
peace” (St. Augustine, Confessions).
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